I don't understand what's been happening lately, but...my imagination has never been so overly cluttered! My poetic words that left my mind long ago are slowly returning back and I have been feeling SO happy recently. I don't know why. I've yet to find a job, I've no insurance, and as for being in school...well, it's still on hold for a while. However, instead of stressing and depressing about not having those things in my life, I've been really happy and so imaginitive. My creative juices are flowing off a waterfall and into a river of fantasies and worlds I've never thought of before. I mean I'll get a job one of these days, but until then, I'm just gonna continue to have my sweet dreams filled with enchantment.

I guess that ever since I've graduated, I have been slowly letting a stress go...People that I couldn't stand I don't see anymore and I am able to focus more on the good things in my life. I'm starting not to care about what people say or think of me anymore. My social issues are getting better(slowly at a good pace), and my dreams and thoughts are beginning to widen. I'm still a bit of a loner and a dazed dreamer, but I talk a little more. I still don't like being in a big crowd, but I'm getting used to it. I still don't like to talk to people that much, but I speak when I'm spoken to. *All I can be is me and noone else afterall ^-^*

My art is maturing and I believe that I am, too. Even though I still have a kid inside me, I know when it's time to be an adult about things. I just try not to let the things in this world get me down. So long as I got family, friends, & my faith there's nothing to complain about. It really urks me when people complain about the most asinine things. And try to bring others down or try to act as if their life is SO much better than another's. I guess I'm just getting sick and tired of people playing life as if it's a game. Who cares what u took up in school? Who cares about how much money you make? Who cares about what kind of job or car you have? Because you know what? One of these days when you fall off your high horse and find out that you can't find happiness, you'll wonder why you did the idiotic things you did in the past (Unless you die). I know I get like that sometimes. If people would just go on with their lives and focus on better things, maybe some of the people in the world wouldn't be so crazy. o . o

Maybe they too can see the "ten million fireflies" light up their worlds as well...

Yea...I kinda started to ramble a bit. I guess that there is just so many things on my mind that I want to talk about, but I don't really want to bore anyone with the things I say. Even though some people don't really read journal entries anymore anyway. (Or maybe it's just me...Hmm)

*yawn* Well it's getting late, but I'ma play Mario and then get ready for bed. o_o I gotta make breakfast for the family in the morning. <3 Well...I guess it's already morning, o_o;...Anyhoo!

Luv u all!!! Kitty over and out! o_~